The whole thing is a gigantic clusterfuck all around (also fuck the SWP, they’re really bad, rape apologia barely covers it tbh, there’s also more general abuse, hyper-centralisation and authoritarianism, and cult tactics^[1]). I have very little expectations of political parties anyway (given my bizarre flavour of anarchism) but it’s fucking mental how much infighting, toleration of bigotry, power-struggles, and general clusterfuckery there is in “Your Party”.

Well, I take this as a challenge. Both the “dying” thing (I’m young enough I suspect we will reach Longevity Escape Velocity before I’m old enough it wouldn’t help me - and if such technology were to be hoarded, I’d advocate actively leaking any such information and enabling mass production nya), and the “doing something positive to change the world” thing.

So I wouldn’t say it makes me sad. Instead it makes me determined and extremely stubborn (I also enjoy myself, though - not here constantly obsessing over death even if I consider it highly unethical and a major violation of morphological autonomy that must be resisted by any means necessary).